PENNIES FROM HEAVEN

PENNIES FROM HEAVEN

Raising my right hand --When in doubt, tell the truth. I Wait for PENNIES FROM HEAVEN. They say when an angel misses you; they toss a penny down from heaven. Sadly, not everyone knows how much truth there is in this old adage. But I do. In my deepest depair -- I heard a metallic sound and looked down and there it was a shinny new penny on the back it said in GOD WE TRUST I only Seeking your support and encouragement along the way. Help me bring back that spark the strength, courage, and persistence I had before cancer. Am genuinely grateful to have found my voice here. The quest that is our lives is finite. It's ever changing ... and This above all: To thine own self be true, No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted this I know~~ . No matter the fragility of your life, your vulnerability to external forces that can, at any time, take away your joy and happiness, there will be moments of happiness. Whether it is like the person who walks through the concentration camp offering comfort or a last piece of bread. Blessed are those people who have grand memories of many loved ones during the holidays yet they are no longer with us. Sure, I know and fully understand your tears I've cried every one, don't we all carry a certain amount of sadness with us in our heart. I have my share of experiencing such deprivation, humiliation and isolation–however, it is somewhat comforting to know that moments of happiness can exist in such times and, therefore, during our own trials and tribulations. It is being open to such moments of happiness, peacefulness, joy, calmness and excitement that make life worth sharing with others like you.

What's happened to me has been experienced by THOUSANDS… These hostile circumstances that pour in to all of us every single day. ...  “What am I doing wrong?” “Why is this happening to me”? “What can I do about it?  Please don't try to sugar coat the agony, trauma, devastation that comes from being poor in USA -- WE SUFFER GREATLY on both physical or emotional levels. I know first hand how not having healthcare --proper foods can rack the body with diseases. We are not alone. We are not the first people to try and figure out the meaning of life or how to live a good life. When you have lived for more than 54 years, there are hundreds of other people who have helped you become who you are. Some of them teach you what you need to learn. Others teach you, through their examples, of what not to do. Each provides an opportunity of acquiring or recognizing life kinda like a blue print.. What we each control most are our attitudes and how we go about the rigors of life in spite is due. If it is our attitude that determines our altitude, as suggested by a wise person once, then the choice to either sink or swim or to levitate and rise above the drama and succeed at all cost is ours alone. Oh this is deep my friend but so true. Yet there’s not the least thing can be said or done, but people will talk and find fault in all humans